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2010-03-18T15:39:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time ain't it?

Finally it's my off day today, but I was up early...dunno why also.. anyway just checked out this website earlier on, www.chatroulette.com

pretty interesting to see some idiots up there grabbing their own balls and etc.. haha.. out of all the encounters i got.. only got a girl who smiled at me and clicked next straight away. how endearing. lol.

it's been work work and more work lately, hopefully it bears fruit soon!

Where is help when you need them?

2008-12-04T15:18:00.002+08:00

Last night was a disappointing night for me. I really seen through some people. Just when you needed help the most and everything, the people you would least expect to reject helping you actually tell you the most obscure things you will ever hear.

When I had money and you needed help, without any obligations I lent my money to you straight away even without asking much. However, when I needed your help last night, you went about telling me you needed to sleep and everything. When I told you about how I helped you last time, you couldn't even care less about it. How naive was I to help you and stand by you when all the friends beside us were telling me bad things about you. Since like the others were right, you're really one fucking selfish guy. So stop calling your ex girlfriend and other friends as losers, because you're one yourself. Thank you, you may go rot in hell Mr Tan Shoucai Marco. Oh yes, your forehead has a pussy.

Relationship wise, I don't even want to mention about it. You can go have all the fun you want, when your guy needed help. Listen to what your 'friends', or should I say 酒肉之交 have to say. If I didn't find out about Mr Kelvin myself, I think I'd never will. I see his face already I also don't think you'd run away with him? So does that means that one fine day another better guy comes along you'd run away? Regretting that you left someone who was good to you? Too bad then, everyone has regrets, including me. Your conscience is clear? Good for you then. Hope your next boyfriend doesn't suffer your daily emotional outbursts. Hope he hear things straight from the horse's mouth, instead of finding out himself in your blog.

Well, in the end, help came from the most unlikely of all places. Thank you leng. :)

Laugh all you want!

2008-11-26T01:24:00.003+08:00

Yes, laugh all you want when you see my post. I have a plan. A FUCKING BIG PLAN!!!! I already decided. I want to get rid of my fucking beer belly!!

So yes, this friday I AM GOING TO PLAY SOCCER WITH THE DUDES!!! It's been ages since I last touched a soccer ball, less passing the stray balls back to the kids playing at my void deck! My beer belly is getting worse and after seeing the page on how the dudes aka Greats Football Club are doing in the ESPZen sunday league, I AM SO GONNA GO BACK TO PLAYING SOCCER! ROAR!!!

That stupid Jialong has to criticise me, he must be thinking my skills have dropped or what, but to hell with him! He still owns me an ass licking session! Reason being a friendly match I played about two years back? The team was losing 3-0 and I came on as a subsitute, saying that I will help the team to equalise. HE SCORNED AT ME SAYING THAT I WONT EVEN SCORE! Nb!! in the end I score a hat trick in one half ok!!! final score? 3-3! MUAHAHAHA!!

Bottomline, CLASS IS FOREVER. Fuck Solskjaer, you can call me Berbatov! The lazy ass striker since super sub has already retired. Look out for this space to check whether I get my ass kicked this friday. :D

Just don't break my new Armani specs ok? :)

Boring night.

2008-11-25T02:11:00.003+08:00

It's 2.11am in the morning and I'm still wide awake, basically there's nothing much to do, therefore it explains me blogging down here. I know I haven't been updating on a regular basis, but I'm not the regular blogger in the first place.

Just got back from Malaysia last week and I must say it was one hell of a boring trip. Went up to Kedah, where it was a totally boring state I must say. Compared to KL, it's totally different. Although the kampung lifestyle is relaxed, I must say I prefer the city life more. Basically everyone there just goes to work or school then it's back home to rest for the day. People there seldom go out for entertainment, partly due to the reason that there isn't much to begin with and the crime rate there is pretty high.

Walking around in the mall, I could see blue or pink coloured hair ah bengs, as we would call them here in Singapore, staring at me. I was wondering was it due to the fact that I'm one of the only few guys who has spikey hair? Or is it just because I'm tall?

The food there was horrible too. Not much choices were available and everything seems to be noodles, noodles and more noodles there! The only food that consisted of rice that I ate all the time was chicken rice, and trust me, Singapore's Hainanese chicken rice still win hands down.

The only food that I enjoyed over there was the Bak Kut Teh. One of the best soup I ever tasted! The way that they cooked it is totally different from how we do it here. Imagine selling it in Singapore, I bet there'd definitely be a long queue for it!

Got through my days there by playing on my PSP and watching DVDs all day long, not forgetting chatting with baby on msn/sms all the way.

And I think God knows I seldom take the bus, so for this trip up north, to and fro, I think it's a total of 21 hours on the bus for me! My poor long legs were suffering all the way! Not forgetting that on the way up there, I was having a bad tummy that night and thus all the way, I didn't really catch any rest. :(

Oh well, now that I'm back in Singapore. It's time to get a new job. Yes, you read correctly, a new job, as I have already quitted Goldheart Jewellery. Well, it's pretty funny how I quit so fast you might say, but well, I think I can do better elsewhere, so it's better to leave early. Standing 12 hours a day swatting flies ain't fun, especially when the economy ain't doing well and not many people are coming to shop for jewellery. oh well, the retail sector takes a big hit during bad times.

Read on the papers today that civil servants are getting a pay cut next year and bonuses will be lower, so am I lucky or what to leave SAF this year? However, saying that I don't miss army life would be a lie. The most precious time of my youth was given to the SAF and I must say I have lots of good and bad memories in there, albeit mainly good ones though.

Alright enough rambling, time to catch some rest. Probably going to play soccer tomorrow night with the mayflower dudes, catching up time with them too. I need to get rid of the dumb beer belly too. When I showered today water was rebounding off my belly, LOL!

Goodnight people!

NOKIA SAPPHIRE

2008-11-02T15:26:00.002+08:00

Currently I have a good lobang for Nokia Sapphire.

For more information on this phone, go to this link below.

http://www.nokia.com.sg/link?cid=PLAIN_TEXT_790127

Price neg.

Email me at desiaru@gmail.com

lotsa crazy people in singapore nowadays..

2008-10-21T01:08:00.002+08:00

Been working for quite sometime now.. and I just realised, is Singapore getting too stressful? I say that because I get to see lotsa 'crazy' or should I say, attention seeking people walking around the vicinity everyday!

Well, at least they brighten up my day I must say. Imagine doing 'stand-by', then all you keep seeing is people carrying NTUC plastic bags and out of nowhere, some auntie just walk past your shop and start to do some "air painting" and mumble to herself. Then she'll just nod her head in appreciation of her 'artwork', and then continue walking circles around the shops around my area, stopping randomly to draw her paintings again.. I wonder what's in her mind at times..

Another crazy person that I met was this uncle, who came to my display cabinet asking about some diamonds, then out of nowhere he'll bang the glass cabinet and shout, "ASK CHEN SHUN BIAN'S WIFE TO BUY FROM YOU LA!"

Wah biang eh.. uncle.. chen shui bian's wife wanna buy here also difficult la.. people in wheelchair leh.. waste my saliva never mind leh.. still drink the bottled drinks from my shop.. kaoz..

There was this one fine day, before my trainer opened the shop, there was this guy who just stood in front of the shutter for 30 mins or so.. then when the shutter went up.. he did the pistol shooting action and shouted, "LEE HWA! START LIVING!"

After that, he just walked away like nothing happened. Power of the media eh.. -_-"

Oh well, another upside to this job, lotsa eye candy to view everyday.. suddenly I find Singaporean girls are getting prettier, or is it just the people living in Bishan looks better? haha..

woo woo woo!!

2008-09-26T13:35:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to me in 10.5 hours!! 7.5 hours to the partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

:D

I love this pic.

2008-09-22T02:34:00.001+08:00

Yes. This is the reason why I'm always drinking.

GOOD FOOD!!!

2008-09-09T15:58:00.003+08:00

Just came back from the filming at Royal Plaza Hotel @ Scotts Road. It was a nice experience I must say! All the worries of my three pimples showing on national tv were saved by something. Ladies and gentleman, I present to you, the Estee Lauder concealer! lol.

Anyway, got there ard 11 plus, I was early by about an hour cause my friend drove me down, not because I gian png wanna go there early to eat ok.. It's at this cafe/restaurant called Carousel. The film crew were already filming when I was there, they were interviewing this CEO guy who was the one who introduced that place supposedly. They're a friendly bunch of people I must say, all the fears of a grumpy producer and such were diminished.. lol..

Sad to say, I didn't take any pictures there at all! Lol.. damn paiseh la imagine taking pictures there and everything. Well the variety of food, ambience of the place, taste of the food and service was great I must say!

One dish that I emphasized on during the commentary part was the Beef Rump. FREAKING HELL IT'S SUCCULENT LIKE FUCK I MUST SAY! Lose to the feeling of an orgasm by a little bit only lor! The dessert was great as well! They have all these little cakes/puddings in shot glasses, which make it all the more colourful and appealing! Tried the mango pudding and apricot pudding, freaking nice.. they have all these tiny grated almond/peanuts at the bottom which make it all the more nicer!

One item that wasn't that nice though was the chocolate fondue.. not exactly as great as I would have liked it to be. =\

Anyway the show will be aired on Channel 8 on the 2nd of October, 8pm! It's called Buffet Buffet! Do catch it to see me talk like a cock on TV! :D

Fuck pimples.

2008-09-08T05:01:00.001+08:00

They serve no purpose at all, except to make you ugly, or to scare people away.

I am going to help out with Amanda on some filming this Tuesday and guess what, I have these three pimples on my chin! EXACT SAME SPOT SOME MORE. fucked up!! Imagine appearing on national TV, giving comments on food and then suddenly your pimples start bursting one by one! ARGH... I wanna be a pretty boy on tv! :*(

Gonna be a good boy and stay home today! Bianbian's going for grooming and I have to wait for her to be back before I can make any plans at all.

Ok la dota time. I just wanted to whine.

Birthday woes.

2008-09-04T17:02:00.003+08:00

As the usual few kitties reading this little blog of mine would probably know, my birthday is coming up soon and I have totally no idea of what to do!! It's the same old shit every year, drink and get drunk, which is pretty boring actually, if you think about it.

So here I am, enlisting the help of you guys here, and that means you, Mr Bert too! knn never tag me before ah I just realised.

A few ideas from myself..

1) get a chalet, lotsa booze, have a theme, get drunk and crazy! but I hate the cleaning up part and the admin part. Makes my birthday a chore.

2) go to zouk, everyone dressed in the same colour, and go disturb anyone! :D

3) cafe del mar! probably i'll get drowned that night. hahaha..

4) KL anyone? WE'RE GONNA GO UP THERE TO PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5) jio many many friends, then go to a pub that I hate the most, take over the whole pub and just order beer! make them suffer on a saturday! woohoo!!!!!!!!

ok please vote!

This song power da.

2008-09-04T16:32:00.001+08:00

Currently crazy over this Thai song. Thanks to my Motorola lousy V3, it took 1 hour+ to get to download only 98% then my friend had to answer his call then the transfer got cut off. -_____-"

super ownage.

anyway here's the vid. Live version nicer la.. more rock. hahaha..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5tIowfa4_c

Comex is crazy!

2008-09-01T02:32:00.002+08:00

Was working at Comex for the past three days, called in sick on the last day upon reaching there. The sore throat and headache was killing me I must say. Imagine standing for twelve hours with a sore throat and having to repeat the same things over and over again to people.

The people working together were a pretty fun bunch I must say. I felt young again.. hahaha.. working around 17 and 19 year olds is a funny experience. I feel so freaking old standing beside them.. needless to say, the good part about the job was all the eye candy available. lol.. that's my motivation of going to work I guess.

Not really into the pay I guess, just wanted to go try working in that environment.. guess I'm better off stuck in a shop and selling. Hate the feeling of people pushing me around.

26 more days to my birthday and I have totally no idea what to do at all! Ideas anyone? I just hope I have someone to spend my birthday with. Don't really have to get drunk.. i'm thinking of a theme party in a chalet or something, but will the people be sporting? argh. headache.

Slept the whole day away, feels good, to have some me-time alone. Self reflection time. Period.

^_^

2008-08-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

I PROMISE I'LL BRING YOU TO TAKE THE FLYER. :)

one word, PAIN.

2008-08-21T22:48:00.003+08:00

Just extracted my wisdom tooth today, this explains why I'm home today, instead of being stuck in camp doing 2NTM.

The one thing sucky about it? I can't smoke for the time being, AND DAMN IT'S KILLING ME!!!! -_-"

Really looking forward to my mini holiday to KL, where I can eat all the Ramly burgers I want and of course, not forgetting A&W, Nando's chicken and Chinatown's Char Siew Noodles! Just thinking about it is making me drool already. :D~

Having some personal we-time will be good too I guess. It'll be a happy trip I bet! :D

Now it's either 4 or 5 more days before I start clearing leave from the place call SAF. Time to embark on a new phase of my life, where I'd meet many more new people, maybe foes, lol.

Oh yeah, I'm going to start work at Lee Hwa Aspial, but dunno which outlet yet. Well, if you're planning to get married, propose, buy a ring for someone's birthday or whatsoever reasons, come find me! :D

Alright.. dear miss foo, i've already updated.. :D

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2008-08-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

for my cute xiao mei for years.

guys, girls, bastards and sluts.

this is her online shop. please patronise. :)

http://theluxehouse.livejournal.com/

ok bye.

Today is the last day.

2008-08-13T16:29:00.002+08:00

Last day that I'll drink until I get drunk.

I swear I'll never make myself drunk anymore.

The Malays call alcohol "air setan", which means Satans' Drink. It truely deserves that name. Quite impossible for me to totally quit drinking I guess. So I shall cut down tremendously on it. I've lost more than I've gained through drinking. Last night, I lost a jewel.

Everything seems so far away now. I've been pushed away, to a place I don't know where. A place in your heart where I don't know where I stand, or am I even in there?

Is it fate? When I bought 4D today, I bought 1010. Guess what? It was sold out. How ironical if it is to be a winning number tonight.

Let me chill, take stock and then let's see how it goes.

101010

2008-08-10T14:39:00.001+08:00

no it's not binary.

if one day you know that you get nothing for two years, but after that you get everything, will you do it?

hopeless romantic? Yes, I am. But realist? Pretty much that way too. But then there's always the 'what ifs' in between this time.

Factors can always affect what one thinks and how one behaves. Humans are by nature adaptable, thus it's always the thing that you'll conform to the beliefs and doings of society, if not you'll be termed as a rebel. Sadly to say, rebels don't last long. Humans are just not comfortable to change easily.

So the only way out now, I guess is to take one step at a time. Don't look at two years. I'll look at the days and months and reminisice on the happy times. This shall keep me going on.

Give me happy days ok? Uncle very easily contented one.. :)

random rants.

2008-07-20T19:58:00.003+08:00

i really cant drink much nowadays man. a few beers down and i start to get tipsy. alcoholo tolerance level going down.. that's bad!

went to double o on friday with a couple of my friends. i realised that they were one of the only few clubs to ever play punk rock inside the club! woohoo when the music came on, hell broke loose! hahaha.. dirt cheap drinks helped too! bought a tray of tequila.. muahhaha and we played some stupid dare.. must go and hook up with an indian girl! lol.. it was helluva fun man.. imagine me saying, "I think you're the most gorgeous indian girl i've ever seen man!"

Was at zouk yesterday though.. i didn't know it was aaron's birthday till 11.30pm when he told me. I was like "wtf? why didn't you tell me earlier!"

It was the perfect excuse to get drunk, and yes i did get drunk! hahahaha.. long island tea is really the killer man..... imagine puking out hotdog + mashed potatoes + chicken rice + long island tea + beer. the taste was wonderful! Elixir of life anyone? ;p

was browsing through my photo album when i stumbled upon this picture...

cool eh? hahahaha total cockster face.. that was the day when I turned into a Private. haha! POP LO! oh but that was also my pay day cum block leave cum super long weekend.. but most importantly, the day when I lost her. ;(

Looking on.. it's funny how much I changed from four years ago. Signing on was not such a mistake I think, learnt quite alot and met alot of friends and bastards. Most important thing is learning how to handle people inside there, especially with all the POR-fessional and backstabbers around. I think my EQ went up quite alot down there.. but my IQ went down quite abit. lol..

oh well gonna ORD soon, 1st September I'm gonna clear my leave already! one whole month of doing nothing. Holidays anyone? ;p

before i end my post, one handsome pic to counter the cockster face above.

fucking backstabbers.

2008-06-30T01:15:00.002+08:00

Why this title for this post you might ask?

Well something happened on friday and I got extra duties. It was my fault, so yeah I take the punishment willingly. However some bastard had to act all nice and everything, when all he wanted was just to 'see show'.

He can tell us in my friend's face, "eh brother, if you wanna biang with them, I teach you how."

Then when my superiors got back, the first thing he did was to approach them asking them to 'prepare ammo', your subordinates are coming to find you to reason.

WTF right!! Fucking two headed snake. Bad thing for my friend though. He didn't believe what I said, so he got alot of shit.

Seriously I curse you man. Retribution will come to you for putting words into people's mouth. Just you watch ya. :)

Anyway on a lighter note, today was quite enjoyable. I went to catch "Wanted" with Gex and the rest. THE MOVIE IS NICE!! Seriously, fucking worth my $10. Movie tix price also increased already. -_-"

$10 to see Angelina Jolie's ass. COOL! but seriously, she's fucking hot. She's like every man's walking wet dream. dang!

Euro Cup final tonight. What's your pick? =\

We'll find out about the answer in about 4 hours time. May the best team win!

FINALLY!!!!

2008-06-24T17:57:00.001+08:00

I'm out from camp! :D

hahahahhaha.. off day tomorrow! woohoo! Just listened to Bon Jovi's - I'll be there for you..

how the fuck does he manage to do the screamo thingy. so omg la.. hahaha.. i tried it out for awhile and my dog got the shock of her life. lol..

anyway i was bored, just went to count.. 110 days more to ORD! woohoo!! time to count down! yeehaa!!!

alright, kinda brain dead now, will update if i feel a little more inspired! :D

Llama!

2008-06-08T04:15:00.001+08:00

And I mean the animal! I met one last night! It's causing my ass to hurt like hell now! :(

That's why I'm home today! On a saturday! Surprising huh?

Detox on saturday. Argh. this is bad!! Poison me!

Anyway.. Euro 08 fever is finally here! Won for the bet on Czech Republic.. heh.. Portugal is leading now.. good luck to me.

BEST BET TODAY, take Croatia! HOOT AH!

ahh man. -_-"

2008-06-06T17:55:00.002+08:00

it's such a fucking tiring day. woke up at 5am and then all the way to ECP for my 12km run! :)

tiring like hell la I must say. but well, managed to practically slug my way through my day. Met up with my mum, sis and nephew after that to buy his Nintendo DS Lite for him. $300+.. heart pain ah! :(

but well, something good is happening later! Out for drinking! As usual. =\

I so feel like zouking!!! haven't been there for quite sometime.. actually, I haven't really clubbed for like a month or so already. Hahaha..pretty suprising eh.

Need to rest for now! TGIF!

self denial.

2008-06-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

lol. obviously someone's suffering from either self-denial or pure stupidity. All the "how do you know i'm talking about you" bla bla bla bullshit, seriously, it fits the typical behaviour of your age group.

Typical xiao mei mei behaviour. Seriously, readers, if you all really wanna know what happened, ask me in msn.

I can't stop laughing, neither can my friends who saw what you wrote. Arguing online is dumb seriously therefore I shall not reply to you further on friendster. Hey you-know-who-you-are/OR ARE YOU GUILTY (copying what you said :P), if you're reading this. Go shoot yourself please or you can continue to whine on your blog which i thought was "so fabulous" like what you described in the past, but turns out to be a disappointment. You can also go whine to your guy.

Content? nah. Just pure ramblings, in other words, bullshit. I seriously wondering about you telling about you being a quite well know blogger? Bullshit makes you famous, ahh now I know it.

Oh i know you'll be reading this. BUT! like what you said to me, how to you know whether I'm talking about you? Guilty conscience ah? Nah, I don't blame you, you're nineteen. Oh I'm not being childish like you here. Just letting you have a taste of your own desserts. :)

now let's see whether you'll shoot your mouth off on me. tsk.

Oh in case you didn't know, your readership for your blog has just went up. And the viewers are having a good time with your durians and asshole talk! Wonderful grasp of the English language I must say.

Anyway, 我是对人不对事。so yeah, dear mr boyfriend of you-know-who-you are. Please, ask her to stfu already yeah.

I can't help but to say all these things here la..hahaha... but then, truce yah.. i have better things to do. I promise i'll laugh discreetly in future. tsk tsk.

LAPIN!

2008-06-03T01:25:00.005+08:00

the guy who cant rap to save his life.

Fan boy with bad hair and his light sabre.

as promised, the pics! check out da jie's cute Suzuki Lapin! hahahaha.. so Mr Bean la.

last but not least.. MY FAN FAN and angela!!

CONCERT!

2008-06-02T03:05:00.003+08:00

woohoo!!! I just came back from Angela Zhang Shao Han's concert at Expo earlier on. Thanks to da jie Sandy for the free tix! Muahaha.. you're the best la!

Anyway, the concert was awesome I must say! Angela singing live? You would think that she was lip synching or something, but hell it was good shit! However, the part where she said she'll pick someone from the audience to sing with her, that part's such an obvious fluke la. Her 'thank you' video showed the same guy in her other concerts in China. duh. so lame la. Anyway that guy can't rap for fuck's sake.

But credit to Angela, having just come back from her illness and this being her first concert of the year, she did really good! However sad to say, the crowd wasn't as good though. Guess it was the atmosphere.. having the concert held at expo ain't really a good idea. There's just no ambience of a concert. But I'm one of the guilty ones to be honest. It's not like I dont wanna shout or whatsoever, but I can't! I'm nursing a bad wisdom tooth. argh!!

But the best thing that happened tonight, FAN WEI QI WAS THERE! FAN FAN!! omfg!! SO FREAKING HOT IN PERSON!!! she's like a princess i tell you!! with her killer legs.. YUMMY! why is she attached. :(

but not as though I stand a chance anyway. hahhahahaa..

anyway, next concert that I wanna catch, CAO GE GARY! july! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH.. free tix anyone? =X

pictures only when I get them from da jie! ANGELAAAAAAAA~ fan fan~~~~~

Seriously

2008-05-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

Your dinner is taking forever... ermm for like 5 days and counting? call me back after you finish eating? go fuck yourself seriously.

anyway im back from tekong. So there's only time for one thing. BEER!

which is what i'm gonna go get in awhile! MUHAHAHAHAHAH!

爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈。

2008-05-20T01:07:00.002+08:00

This quote is so god damn true.

Being the bad guy in the past(not saying i'm very nice right now), it was so much easier. You don't really need to think too much. Although it's damn bastard, but thinking about it, I'd rather be the one that's not hurt in the end.

Most of the girls would become like a fast food restaurant. Wham, bam! And then you leave. =\
However, it makes you unhealthy, just like burgers and fries.

Being the nice guy, sooner or later, the other party's gonna take you for granted. Well not all, but it applies to most of the guys/girls out there. It really depends on abit of luck. Even nice girls have an inner slut. Pardon my language, but I always believe that human beings are naturally evil. It's all about whether they display that inner evil in them.

Saw this quote the other day from someone's msn nick, "Woman are unreliable, because men are seldom faithful."

Thought about it for awhile afterwards, then it hit upon me that it's pretty true. BUT! It applies vice versa anyway too eh? At least I think it applies to me so well right now. Not saying I'm unfaithful or what, but then, I don't even have anyone to be faithful to right now. ha!

Got this girl that I used to like. Said that she wants to concentrate on her studies and etc, thus I waited for her. Three weeks later, I had to find out by myself that she patched back with her ex boyfriend. How ironical eh?

Oh there's a part two to that story. Saw her in Zouk after that, and there she was! She was with just one of her friend, and after saying the hellos and byes, as I was about to leave when I saw her actually.

An hour later, she had the cheek to SMS me that she miss me, and that I rock her world and bla bla bla. Bullshit I say. She proved me correct at that point of time. Everyone has an inner slut! She has a boyfriend for goodness sake! Thinking about it, I used to think that she was such an angel. Crap.

Oh well, time for bed. Have to morning call someone later. Got cheated into calling her. That person is non other than Valencia Zhong Song Wen! She says I don't even bother talking about her in my blog and etc bla bla bla.. haha.. ok la now I blog about you ok? You famous already! Happy? Haha...

Argh, I miss spicy chilli padi!!!!!!!!!!! So hungry now. ;(

Goodnight people.

I want many father's days.

2008-05-12T00:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Mother's Day. However, I'm not going to talk about my mum here today, ironically. Instead, I'm going to talk about my father here.

Why the sudden talk about my dad you might wonder. I guess I'll keep that reason to people closest to my heart.

My dad wasn't exactly what you would expect in a model dad. Growing up, he wasn't around for most of the time. I would get angry at him for not being around for me when times that I get bullied. However, he always makes it up for me when he's back and he never fails to put a smile on my face.

I never knew how much he loved me till the day when I failed my 'O' levels exams. He cried when he knew that I failed and when I told him that I didn't wanna study anymore. Imagine seeing the tears flowing down a grown up man.

I must admit I'm not a model kid by anyone's standard too. I've been too lazy to visit him in recent months. Never really bothered to call him at all to check on how is he doing and etc. I'm not a good son. I suck.

Fuck this.

My friend who was into palmistry told me earlier this year. All the bad karma I attained till now, it's gonna hit back on me this year. 10 times return.

Please, God, if you see this, hit the karma on me please. Not on my dad. Please.

No title.

2008-05-11T16:16:00.000+08:00

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone!

yay! One more day to 12th May! :D

Congratulations!

2008-05-06T01:41:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to my sis Miss Laura Guan, today is the last day of her being addressed as Miss.

She's getting married in less than 12 hours time. Everyone around me seems to be getting married.. and duh, im still single. hahaha..

I was talking to Xinyi earlier on.. haha imagine all chinese couples could have weddings like malays, which is held at void decks of our HDB flats predominantly, then there would be lots of couples getting married! Higher birth rate! so yeah, blame tradition man!

Latest sad news, Chelsea won Newcastle 2-0, so yeah, Man Utd fans like me will have to wait for another week before we can laugh in all those Chelsea asswipe fan's faces. But Wigan's quite a giant team killer eh? Pray for the best man!

A very innocent question.

2008-05-03T17:04:00.002+08:00

Asked by my friend. 20 years old and still a virgin. Oh, a girl btw. :P

mcyy says:
erect means the dick hard is it?

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

FUCKING CANNOT STAND IT (pardon the pun!)

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA.. joke of the fucking day man!

Thank God it's friday!

2008-05-02T18:37:00.002+08:00

As the title suggest, thank God it's friday man! Finally no more running, no more conflicts with my superiors and many other things! It's the weekend! And when it's weekend, it means drinks for me! woohoo!!!

Anyway I saw this thingy online not too long ago, don't know whether you guys heard about it before.

If TGIF = Thank God It's Friday,

then wouldn't OSIM be...

OH SHIT IT'S MONDAY!

creative eh? hahaha..

Have been playing this game Cabal Online with my friends recently. Pretty ok game I must say. The graphics are nice, but the gameplay kinda gets boring after awhile. Unless you have the patience to chiong to level 50 asap.

Went to mahjong with Jamie and two of her girlfriends the other day. Oh my God I tell you. Never, never, never play mahjong with women. THEY GUARD YOU LIKE CRAZY. Especially with three women! They definitely have something against men I tell you. Women are evil. -_-"

Anyway after three rounds, my glorious results for that day.. I lost $36. Fuck. Hahaha.. but it was quite fun la. This is like my fourth time playing mahjong with real cash only? So I guess it's pretty alright. I actually got 七对子。But I didn't know that I can't game with that in Singapore rules... made me happy for awhile. -_-"

I SHALL BE PRO IN MAHJONG!

This week, Man Utd and Chelsea, BEST BET. Good luck!

I miss the days.

2008-04-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

I miss the days when I would just rush to the court for my daily soccer game, being a teenager with no worries. Studies ain't one of it for me at that point of time. All I looked forward to in school was the soccer games.

I miss the days when everyone would just chill out together with no intentions to backstab one another or snatch the girlfriends of other so called buddies. People get evil as they get older. Treat it as self protection, but that sucks.

I miss the days when I would just look forward to Wednesdays. Everyone would be hyped up and waiting for night time, when every close friend will head to Zouk for Mambo Jumbo. Mambo just ain't the same anymore.

I miss the days when granny would bring me to the market to shop for groceries and she'll give me $2 to play the Nintendo for an hour there while she goes to do her shopping. Granny would then bring me to breakfast. My favourite prawn noodles cooked by the Ah Pek. The taste still lingers. :)

I miss the days when I would wake up with someone beside me. Then I would just give her a hug and then go for my weekend soccer matches with the dudes. After the match I'll go back and buy breakfast on the way and we would just eat together. Then we will just slack the day away watching DVDs or go out to chill.

I miss the days when I will just take my mousepad and mouse, going from LAN shop to LAN shop to play Counterstrike clan matches like a geek. The adrenalin rush from those matches are gone. I wish I could get them more often, instead of just getting them from my the real 'counterstrike' I get in camp.

I miss the days when girls were much more simpler. Love forever in the past seems easier compared to now. No players, no money talk. All that matters is we're happy. :)

I want to be happy. I don't want to sound emotional and shit. However, people disappoint. Time to place myself above all first.

Daniar > you.

me > you

2008-04-26T14:20:00.002+08:00

Been taking quite a bit of shit from people recently.

Contradicting words, people hiding something from others. Talking in codewords? Like wth? This is a war or something?

I'm gonna stop all these bullshit.

Daniar > you.

No mind games. :)

ps : 12th may. I'm waiting. ;)

It's a good day to rot.

2008-04-03T20:58:00.002+08:00

As usual, went to Zouk last night! I wasn't hanging out around Phuture much, most of the time I was in Zouk as a few of my friends couldn't get into Phuture. Anyway it was a sausage fest as usual.

Anyway just to note, Phuture is really becoming from bad to worse. Nowadays it's filled with kids (or is it me that's getting old) and ah bengs. Yes you read it right! In the past the bengs would only be gathered in Zouk for Mambo Jambo. But now? They moved right up to Phuture, hoping to get a piece of the action. Action as in girls, get it? ;p

Mambo Jambo nights ain't that fun anymore too. In the past I remember looking forward to Wednesdays. However, the people there now.. omg.. really super cannot make it.

It's a Thursday night, I have nothing to do. The plan's to go to Sentosa tomorrow for tanning! Hope it doesn't rain!

It's an unlucky day.

2008-03-29T18:04:00.002+08:00

Last night I went to Boat Quay to drink after booking out, since it was the last few days before the pub I go to regularly closes down.

After that I went to Phuture. A very unlucky thing happened to me over there. I lost my freaking wallet! I got pickpocketed I think.. Thank god I was still sober enough to discover my wallet went missing.

Kudos to the staff of Zouk. They were really of a big help, cooling me down and everything. I'd like to take this chance to thank Suzanna who found my wallet. She's one of the staff of Zouk, thank you so so so so much.

Although the cash were all gone from the wallet, what matters most is all the cards are still intact. My credit card, atm card and 11b. Thank god!

Well well, the night ended well though. Finally, my heart is fluttering again.. :P

Weddings.

2008-03-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

Recently I caught the movie "The Leap Years", starring Wong Li Lin and this Thai guy Ananda something something.

Inside the show, Ananda asked her where would she like to go and she said to weddings, because weddings are the place where everyone is the happiest. I thought to myself, is that really so? What if one of the ex boyfriends who still loves the bride is at the ceremony? Will he be really happy for her, or actually putting on a facade in front of everyone?

Now, before all of you think that this scenario happened to me, it did not. However I was really thinking deep about this. What if one day this scene happens to me? There would only be two outcomes actually. First, I wouldn't even go in the first place, or I'll probably be the one sitting at just a corner and maybe leave halfway through the ceremony.

Seeing your ex with someone whom she is happy with, definitely you'll feel kinda sad ain't it? You might feel happy for him/her, but probably slightly only I guess? Deep down you'll definitely get the feeling, "why isn't this scene happening to the both of us instead?"

People might comment that we deserve it ourselves in the first place, for not treasuring him/her in the past. But well, what if you had put up a fight for the relationship in the first place?

Seeing the person you love the most being happy with someone else, it's really saddening. Especially when you know you have so much more to offer.

Suprise!

2008-03-21T14:28:00.002+08:00

It's been like four months since I last blog! Been too busy and etc la.

Anyway one reason for not updating is that for the past three months, I've been posted to Pulau Tekong as an instructor to the recruits! Hahaha.. I can imagine you having this image running through your mind, of me scolding all the botaks right? hahahaha.. true la.. I think I'm too fierce towards them at times.

But! Now I'm back to my own parent unit, thanks to Mr Mas Selamat Kastari.

HEY YOU MOTHER FUCKER IF YOU'RE READING THIS, FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND!?

Don't waste your time and my time already!

K la lazy to blog liao. i go dota liao. Bye!

yeah yeah im back!

2007-11-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

First of all, this dumb pic to start the post! hahahahaha!!

finally im back from the dumb island called tekong! a few people have been bugging me to blog..so yeah here i am! well life's still the same.. falling plate competition coming up.. it's a shooting competition and i'm in the SAW category.. hope i win again this year! hahahaha...

december is just around the corner, think about it, in about ten months, i'll ORD! now i'm on the crossroads. It's either studies or work. That's for sure because I know I can never concentrate on two things at once.

oh well too lazy to blog la.. i find it such a hassle. so yeah.. here's a couple of pictures.

hurrah!

2007-09-17T06:48:00.000+08:00

I'm back on Earth!

Well had an early birthday celebration this weekend. Went to some pub on friday, drank a little.. well a prelude to Saturday.

Went to Plasma on saturday, instead of Zouk. I guess it was partly because I just felt like sitting down some where instead of squeezing about. To all the people who made it down, thanks a million man! Really appreciate it.. well got cheated there.. Melvin and Marco treated me to two shots of barcadi 151 and they told me it's bombay sapphire in the beginning.. Shit man! after I downed the first one, started to feel funny.. after the second shot, poof! Half dead!! hahahaha

managed to keep myself sober though, albeit not that sober! I don't wanna look stupid in front of someone eh. :P

Went to watch a movie after that in Cineleisure. FUCK! The third show in my entire life that made me fell asleep. UTTERLY DISAPPOINTING. Naraka 19. Starring Gillian Cheung. The whole crew of this movie, especially the producer, should really be sent to the 19th level of hell to die and rot there, if there's any! The show started alright, nice sound effects and everything, with the first dead girl cutting off her own tongue. I thought that it'd be an interesting show, BUT FUCK. That's the only blood I shall see for the rest of the movie. It's like all dialogue after that! Total waste of my money and time man!

One thing came out good in the cinema though. :P That action made me really happy.. even till now. Hahahaha.. :P You know who you are. ;)

Anyway gonna go to sleep. My job as the alarm clock is done today. Goodnight people, or rather, good morning! hahaha

will try to upload the pics once i get them from belinda. oh ya bel if u see this, remember to photoshop hor. hahahahhahaha

code word : cold front

2007-08-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

Rained early in the morning on the way back to camp. Luckily my vicinity is covered by sheltered walkways so I didn't have to get caught in the rain while going to take the bus to work. Yes you read it right.. a bus! hahaha.. recently I'm starting to take buses all over again, mainly due to the fact that I'm able to wake up on time to catch the bus, and I can save money at the same time! Oh yeah I can people watch on the bus as well.. so yeah.. good choice! :D\

Anyways this week will be my last week of freedom before I go on standby duty next week. Oh well part and parcel of the job but I'll miss the part where I can't chat to people regularly and of course.. my bianbian.. :(

Army Half marathon this sunday.. quite dumb. Gotta book in the previous night.. then go run 21km. Irritating la.. my weekend. :(

BUT! I'm having an outing after that.. so looking forward to it. Heh. Hopefully I'd be able to bring Bianbian out.. :D

Yeah, tiring day as usual.. but im going back to camp for my precious sleep already! The gay boy is already sleeping I guess.. boring night for me then. :(

Goodnight people.

wassup!!!!

2007-08-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

long time no see people! since got people complain how come I don't update my blog nowadays, I shall do so now!

Just watched The Bourne Ultimatum with Melvin earlier on in AMK hub. Suprisingly the cinema was quite good, although they could do with more leg space for people with long legs like me... hahaa

One thing that irritated me was this guy sitting beside me.. he was carrying such a big bag! Big as in really BIG and he didn't wanna put his bag on the ground. So for the whole show, his bag was banging into my legs and he didn't even bother to say sorry.. he was so busy lovey dovey-ing with his girlfriend.. argh.. irritating bastard.. lucky that im in a good mood today.. haha

The disappointing thing was the rooftop scene.. i felt it was too overrated.. not as exciting as I'd expected.. =\

Anyway this weekend will be a tiring one.. 2NTM coming up.. =\
AHM this weekend.. argh.. i need a break.

yeah yeah.. monday blues.. :(

long time no see!

2007-07-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

hello!!! *waves*

im bored that's why im blogging now.. tomorrow is Deal or No Deal night.. ADF style! woohoo.. got some happy hour thingy in camp.. hahaha and finally my video montage is done! Got praised today.. *smug* hahaha..

life's been good! Endless drinking!! hahaha

saturday i would be going to Pulau Ubin.. hurray~ haven't been there for like 17 years? hahaha..
help me think of games to organise for my platoon to play!

brain dead. -_-"

sigh

2007-07-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

why did you have to do that.

I can't stand that. It's like betrayal. I've been betrayed once by the one I love most. Now I get it again.

No more Mr Nice Guy. =\

my rabbit's sick

2007-06-29T19:48:00.001+08:00

poor rabbit, she's sick.. sitting beside me watching tv now..

sayang la..

anyone who sees this.. tag me and ask her eat medicine please!

introducing..

2007-06-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

THE ACER ASPIRE 5920G!

This is the virgin post from my new lap top!! Say hello my dear lappie!

lappie : HELLO!!

hahahaha wondering why im so crappy right.. FREAK! This is a god damn mutha fucking powerful lap top that will rock your mama's boat baby!

intel core2 duo processor T7300 2ghz

15.4inch WXGA Crystalbrite LCD!

up to 1024MB Nvidia GeForce 8600M GT TurboCache!

2GB DDR2 RAM!

160 Gig HDD!

SONG BOH?

I feel like a geek, but a happy geek! LOL~~~ JEALOUS ANOT?

but my wallet's gonna feel the pinch. :(

A burden lifted and a golden rabbit found.

2007-06-03T05:42:00.000+08:00

If you're wondering what is the title of this entry about, let me tell you about it.

One year ago, something happened. Not many people know about this 'secret' of mine. It kinda haunts you from time to time, making you think whether anything will happen to you when you have done nothing wrong in the beginning. I was wondering how to tell dear about it, would it affect our relationship or anything? There was alot of questions running around in my mind, lots of 'what ifs'.

Just now during the evening, we kind of had an arguement, our second in two days, although the first one was pretty stupid and we got over it in awhile. We were back to our crazy selves after awhile. Heh.

The second arguement, well, I was too self centered already I got to agree. However I was thinking about 'THAT' thing, thus I was quite frustrated at that point of time and said things that I shouldn't have said.

Well I guess it was a 'blessing in disguise', I already managed to conjure up the courage to tell her about everything. Guess it was really the RIGHT time in this case.

She was shocked, just like I expected. However I was confident she will understand me.

One sentence she said made me so happy. She went, "now that you are telling me this, do you think I still can be angry meh?"

From that moment, I know she'll stand by me.

And when I was looking at my tag board before I posted this, I saw her tag, it made me touched. I was about to sleep already and I saw that. It just made me want to blog about this, typing a neat and tidy entry for her. Just to tell her how much I appreciate what she is doing. I'm not a person that will go mushy and announce to the whole world that I love my girlfriend bla bla bla bla bla.

Dear, you deserved this entry. The compliments that I'm paying you and the regconition that I hope the world will give you. This ought to let them know how much we mean to each other.

My girlfriend is nice, what about yours? Jealous? Too bad. Oh yeah, she brings me luck. Who needs a rabbit foot when you can have the whole rabbit? :P

One more reason to get pissed off.

2007-06-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

FUCKED UP!

argh! Guess what happened? Ok my aunties and cousin came over from Malaysia to stay over at my place. The bad thing is that I have to give up my room to them! argh.. thus these few days I am 'kicked' out of the house. Who the hell wants to sleep in the living room sofa! And they're sleeping on my bed! zzzz.. fucked up man.

And I seldom blog like you guys know, so you must be pretty suprised that there is an update after only few days.. you know why? I'm stuck in the living room even when they're out! the reason is.. my idiotic cousin went to lock my room's door from inside! The key to my room is lost so hurray! I'm stuck here wearing my dirty boxers.

That's not all! I have to pay $35 bucks out of MY OWN POCKET for the stupid locksmith to open my room so I can have access to clean boxers! They better give me back the money. Fucking hell damn super pissed off and I can't even scold her because she's a guest!!!!!!

Been having this tummy problem these few days. Been drinking way too much.. hahaha but too bad.. because dear's working and no one's around to control my drinking.. hahaha.. Probably going to Zouk tonight for some birthday party of her friend. Arghhh I hate socialising.. damn fake.. so not me.. hahahaha..

but ok la.. doing something you don't like for someone proves that he/she means alot to you right? hahaha..

at least i get to drink again.. teeheehee.. :X

Life is good!

2007-05-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

Well, haven't blogged for so long already.

Those close to me would know that recently, I'm attached! Element L is present! woohoo! Now I want my element M!

She brings so much joy into my life. Everything was what I was hoping for in the past, nice and simple. She can be the silliest of all the people I know and at times, she can do the simplest of things that make me feel that life is so wonderful! For example, she'll just massage my neck out of nowhere when I'm sitting in front of the computer. These little acts of love make me feel so wanted by her. Yeah yeah.. :P getting mushy right?

In general, life is so simple yet nice! Work's been ok, nothing much going on recently but June's gonna be a crazy month for me! Then dear's school reopen in July.. less time for each other.. argh.. but we'll make it la right? :P

Anyway, will be going to sentosa tomorrow for my company cohesion. However, I'm just going to sit down there all the way to man the log point. Shitty. I WANNA GO AND PLAY!!

Here's a pic of me and her. At the fun fair in Woodlands!

Im back!

2007-04-15T17:45:00.000+08:00

im back! but my pictures cannot be uploaded into my computer!! FUCK!!!!!

anyway R&R was FUN!! FUN!! SUPER FUN!! now i miss taiwan so much..

will update when i solve the pictures problem! GRR.

COLD

2007-04-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

it's so cold in taiwan right now.. they're having a cold front.. if you dunno what it is.. it means the weather suddenly turns cold... drizzling all day long with howling winds all over.. freezing at night man!

anyway the outfield part is over.. currently doing the blue ops stuff.. acting as the naughty villager is fun!

ahh well.. 4 more days to R&R! ENDUREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

anyway yay! It's still 3 days 2 nights! HAHAHAHA.... CLUBBING!! DRINK!! WOOHOO~!~!~!

k sleeping time.. nice weather to sleep.. goodnight people!

hello from taiwan!!!

2007-03-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

wooohooo! Finally i get to use the internet after being here for about a week.. One week without internet definitely drains part of my life away man!

i've been eating ji pa (chicken cutlet) everyday since I arrived here.. lol the quality of the food varies place to place.

the girls here are not as hot as i expected, maybe it's due to the fact that i've not set foot into the city area yet. the only 'hot' bing lang meis i see.. is one fat ass wearing damn sexily, sexy enough to make me wanna puke my food out.

the exercise starts in 4 days time, i'm going to recce the nights off spot for the whole company tomorrow with my PC in KENGTING! WoohooO~ beach, babes and lotsa good food.. yummy! hahaha..

climbed this mountain that the special forces of taiwan use for training.. 1550m above sea level, not forgetting we were already 400m+ above sea level.. so yeah.. it's quite a feat la.. to me. :P

ok la will update more if i get the chance.. tata

WOOOHOOO

2007-03-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

11.5 hours more to my flight.. and HELLO AIR STEWARDESS AND TAIWAN!!

omfgfgfgfgfgfgfgfgfg TAIWAN I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Wait for my pictures suckers!

10 more days

2007-03-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

10 more days to taiwan!! wooohoooooo~!

went drinking last night as expected.. the place sucked! It's a pub called Glamor in Tanjong Pagar.. They even got the spelling of the word wrong! That proves how WRONG is that place eh? Got pretty high..a bottle of Chivas and Martell, plus endless amount of beer.. argh.. cannot take it! Lol and I wasn't even supposed to drink beer because of my gout. lol..

ok la blog again later.

hurray!! PAY DAY!! Hahaha!

2007-03-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

finally.. the day all civil servants are waiting for! PAY DAY TONIGHT!! woohoo!! Zouk~ here i come~!

argh bianbian's scratching my legs with her paws furiously.. she wants to sit on my lap.. that bitch. lol.. life's been good recently.. finally the dumb Combat skills badge is in my hands!! 32km of route march, range, river crossing, endless proficiency tests, the blisters, the swelling on both of my feet due to gout, for a dumb stupid badge and $50. The most hard earned $50 in my entire life! I love SAF!!

something happened in my family recently.. but well.. i hope nothing bad happens.. haha I just realised something leh..why do dogs hate people blowing air in their faces, but when the fan is blowing at them, they kinda enjoy it? Oh yeah they also like to put their faces out of the window when in a car.. haha.. damn cute right.. watched big momma's house in camp just now.. the dog's gf died and he was damn sad.. damn cute!! then big momma made the dog drink tequila.. haha.. and the dog was alright!! see! Alcohol cures nearly every ailment!

11 more days to taiwan.. woohooooooo~! counting down~~

taiwan taiwan

2007-03-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

counting down to the days of taiwan~ oh my god....... I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

ok la no mood to blog even though im super bored. byebye

Yes, it's a saturday.

2007-02-25T00:56:00.000+08:00

Suprise suprise! I'm home on a saturday and I'm not broke! OMG!! All you guys must be thinking you've got a chance to strike Toto on monday already right! Daniar not going out on a saturday! Unbelievable!

Ahhh well.. called practically everyone in my phone list whom I think would be outside.. Kenneth's watching a movie with this girl, Melvin's at Plasma with yonghui and the rest.. but Plasma's boring. Wenjie doesn't wanna go out. Robin doesn't answer his damn phone, Larry's gambling. Everyone seems to have something to do, EXCEPT ME. -_-"

Out of nowhere just now, Faith suddenly asked me to go jogging with her.. to burn some calories.. like I have any.. -_-" But in the end I still went with her.. yes I know.. cheehong right? haha.. jogged till Bishan area and back.. then supper.. and now here I am! Back to square one again, sitting in front of my computer wondering what else is there to do other then to play with the PSP or my JX2 game.. sigh.. it's one am already and I'm still booze free! ok now I just reminded myself how much suckier the night is getting. I should have went KTV-ing with my mum! I'm getting sleepy now.. oh well.. going for my shower now.. hopefully good news awaits me.. :)

out.

guys don't lose out. :)

2007-02-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

yeah as the title says, guys don't lose out.. almost all the time. ;)

well well.. guess you think you're having revenge or something I guess.. but well.. ermm actually it's pretty obvious there's another guy in the picture actually.. ermm and which makes you a you-know-what.. ahh just trying to find excuses I guess. matter of fact is, you got played out the other time.. ermm.. and maybe this time too.. soon i guess, by some other guy..

ahh well.. the grass is greener on the other side..

on a sidenote... I HATE MY LAWYER and the Public Trustees Board. -_-"

asdfghjkl

2007-02-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

it's the tenth... PAY DAY!! Hurray!!! Went drinking last night.. shitty night I must say.. didn't even have the mood to drink.. crap man.. cos of what you might ask? I just came back from dumb tekong, where I had an exercise for 2 days.. shitty la... never sleep and anything then went drinking.. haha im just so purely crazy at times I must say..

nothing much recently.. well I met quite a couple of interesting people recently.. it's been fun hanging out with a few of them.. no alcohol involved.. although the getting-to-know-you part involved alcohol.. lol..

the stupid compensation money from the lawyer hasn't arrive yet.. screwed up Public Trustee's Board. I PAY TAX HELLOOOOOOOO!!

ahhh well.. counting down to the days of Taiwan.. 19th March!! Taiwan, wait for me cause I'm coming to rock your country! roar! The chicks, the food, the alcohol, the scenery, the shopping, oh yeah did i mention about the chicks? tsk tsk..

alright just a couple of pics. here it goes. ;)

oh my god i fucking love this pic.

haven't been updating.

2007-01-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

yeah as the title says, i haven't update for the past one month! lol.. im watching the dance floor right now on channel 5, funny shit.. im wondering how the 2 indian guys went in, the two who went to tape their 'costume', if it can be considered as one..

but ok la some of them really quite power.. oh well.. been having a cough and a fever recently.. on and off thingy... sigh.. k la tv time.. byebye

Clubbing woes

2006-12-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

Recently, I think I've cut down a fair bit on clubbing. Was just pubbing and pubbing all the way..
Yesterday we decided that we should not go to pubs and drink, therefore the trip down to MOS. Freak lor.. it was drizzling by the time we got there, so naturally the floor was wet. When we were walking down the carpark, I slipped and fell lor! Lucky I got chut my wudi rolling break fall.. haha..

Inside MOS, the balance between the races, ermm let's just say suddenly Singapore became Malaysia for awhile. SUCKS LOR. Everywhere I turn, I felt 'argh-please-kill-me' !!

But well there's always something positive eh! The music over at the main hall was great from 2am onwards.. can you believe it? They were playing songs by Blink 182 and the Killers when they were supposed to be spinning Retro! haha.. punk ass Wenjie and me were head banging all the way.. hahaha...

However it got pretty booooooooooooring for our dear Kenneth, so he went over to Momo.. I don't understand why does he like it there so much.. There's no appeal to the club! Other then the likelihood of getting laid. =
Oh well Bianbian's probably gonna lose her virginity later on to this dog Cash.. which is also a Silky Terrier.. Can I have some drowry? She's gonna get married! *sobs like a loving parent*

Lol.. alright I guess that's it for today.. tata! Gex sucks. :)

updating time!

2006-12-26T14:59:00.000+08:00

haha finally im back! nothing much to say.. everything's pretty much the same but hey! I WON A LUCKY DRAW THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!! I won a mp3 player! hahaha~ but it's a lousy mp3 player which is those wulu wulu brand names.. 256mb only.. pui! haha

i won the falling plates shooting competition for SAW team category too! lol.. so im now officially the most zhun ka SAW gunner in my platoon.. hahhaa..

ok some pics here.. that's it then i guess..

I wish I wish I wish~

2006-12-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming! It used to be the day when all the guys of the soccer team would gather for a nice dinner and then vcd/mahjong session at guowei's place. However since I drifted apart from the guys, leading my alcoholic lifestyle, I've stopped my celebrations with them already. =
Pay day in two days time! BONUS! I LOVE MONEY! YES!!!

But thinking about it, I have so many things to buy but only so little amount of cash to splurge. Hahaha..

1) New converse sneakers
2) any top that's yellow with black or just plain yellow
3) New comp
4) PSP
5) Xbox 360

hahhahaa... shitty list... but well..

Haiz.. wondering why is it that my girl always has so much guy's attention.. How I wish guys would never come and disturb my girl then it'll be less problems, less quarrels, less insensitive remarks and etc. But hell! All these equates to only one thing... MORE BOOZE. HELL YEAH. ^_^

suddenly I'm beginning to love problems
oh yeah fucking ccb lj exercise that I misplaced my data transfer cable for my phone! If not i can upload these super cute pictures of bianbian.. sigh..

Ok booze time. tata!

As I promised..

2006-11-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

Ok this few days was pretty boring.. went to Momo last night... suprisingly there was a private event before that so I could only go in at 12am.. =
But hell! There was so many people there! I think yesterday was the first time I saw Momo packed with the JC type of people! Normally the dance floor would either be filled with malays, ah bengs, despos or drunk people like me. Lol.. Lotsa chicks there, hard grinding and pumping action.. haha... some got pretty pissed drunk and they look like they just turned 18.. hahaha 18 and they've already mastered my "Dao"! GET DRUNK! ^_^

My leg's hurting like crazy.. the stupid muscle cramps.. wah biang eh.. ran too hard yesterday during my soccer match..

anyway as promised.. some pictures here. :)

see the ray of light behind? on my right.

taken a few weeks back in zouk.. that's Aihua's hand..

My cute little bianbian~!

Fried Bianbian after I cooked her. HAHHAHA.. lvl 5 spicy chicken wings la

okie that's all today folks~

lazy.

2006-11-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

SHIT IM STILL TOO LAZY TO BLOG. HAHAHAHAHA

this weekend la.. I LOVE TO PROCRASTINATE! ^_^

i promise

2006-11-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

i will update my blog tomorrow.. with lotsa interesting pictures to add.

got a soccer match later at nine. gotta catch some sleep. ta da. miss you peeps. :)

Clubbing is good/bad?

2006-11-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

Well practically went to drink and club since Wednesday.. lol was drinking damn heavily until I had blood in my bowel. Lol.. but then...... I still love my beer! ^_^

From now onwards, I'll be on a mutual clubbing ban for at least two weeks.. as agreed with my dear Gina. ^_^ yes I'm the stupid one who suggested it.. hahaha..

GUESS WHAT I JUST SAW ON TV!!! That Guo Mei Mei singing that bu pa bu pa la song on TV!! LIVE at the stupid chinese awards presentation!!! OMG SUCH A DISGRACE!!! I actually discovered.. actually alot of our local singers cannot sing live!! Stage fright? Possibly..

I also discovered.. my phone's photoblog thingy.. irritating.. i can't send the pics to this blog.. it'd go to a new blog.. wah rainie yang chen ling.. so cute.. but then... sad.. SHE NO NEH NEH!!! My Elva is still the ultimate uber hot singer... Jolin.. nearly there la.. but she lose to Elva.. cos Elva has the X-factor..

WAH!! I saw a pic in the newpaper the other day.. Freaking hell.. My Scarlett Johannson!! SHE'S A GOD FUCKING GODDESS CAN!!! I wanna become Hollywood Actor.. :(

Yes yes.. sunday.. stop day dreaming.. Fuck la tomorrow monday already... :(

Monday blues..

2006-11-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

I know I know.. Monday blues.. but guess what? I'm already waiting for Wednesday!! The alcohol!! shit man.. I'm hopeless.. haha..

Nothing much eventful happened today.. MP came to my camp.. haha to be official, they have already changed their name from Provost to MP command. Lol.. The stupid dog they brought to sniff out drugs(as if there's any) were quite cute.. not as ferocious looking as I'd thought. The only exception was the Alsatian that was there.. They were there cause three of our guys were caught for drug offences over the Hari Raya period. Troublesome. duh.

The stupid dog had to jump on my bed! FUCK. I just changed my bed sheet! Irritating SOBs! fucktards. pui! Oh well.. I'm joining in the battalion's anniversary games day.. taking part in soccer.. lol I'm supposed to play defender this time.. that'd be the first time I'm playing in that position.. gonna try ask them to switch me to striker or defensive mid man! if not sure die jialut jialut.. haha..

wondering why im guai guai at home today? cos my dear Gina slept till 8pm. hahahhaa.. I know you'll see this! :P

Oh yes.. not forgetting to add, I'm officially a pervert now. Thanks to Dawn. Hurray! :D

okay.. 1 cute pic of bianbian.. ta da!

Rape victims needed

2006-11-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

Which guy wants to get raped? I got lobang.. Uni female student on the prowl for rape victims.. but then.........

Dawn~ Be strengthened in the Lord and in the strength of his power says:
will selectively rape people one ok!

The above suspect is often spotted in Phuture on Fridays. Very horny and lustful... highly intellectual... will spin your mind round and round before she makes her moves. Always looks high/drunk. Be wary. Be afraid. Be very afraid.

But according to my sources... she's highly confident of her success.. let's catch this evil-doer together and make the world a better place! Tell me whether you'll like her to rape you! MSN me! ^^

Dawn~ Be strengthened in the Lord and in the strength of his power says:
then they'll be like
Dawn~ Be strengthened in the Lord and in the strength of his power says:
WOAH i wan her to rape me too!!!!

The rapist's blog ---------> www.littlewarpedridinghood.blogspot.com

the most expensive private clinic in Singapore!!

2006-11-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

$94 !!! 24 hours clinic!! NO MEDICATION!!!

I went there in a drunken stupor.. hahaha.. the nurse told me consultation was $66.. I'm cool with that.. after that, talk cock with the doc abit.. MC for 4 days.. BUT FUCK MAN!! I said i dun wan medication.. he told me that no medication more expensive!! Then I was like so drunk so I just said ok.. wtf~!!!! thinking about it, it makes no logic!!

total damage done $94!!!!!

The name of the clinic is

HEALTHWAY CLINIC - AMK BRANCH!!! DAMN FUCKING EXPENSIVE LA!!

and the most annoying thing was that i was so drunk to take a receipt!!! If not i sure go complain!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fortune telling.

2006-10-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in that? As in the Chinese ones. Recently this subject has been revolving around my life. It became so frequent until I'm starting to believe in these sort of stuffs.

Was chatting with Henry that day.. he was telling me how his current girlfriend has brought him luck in everything he does.. but then from what I see, he's losing out on the emotional side.. =
As for me, the previous time someone told me bla bla bla she'd be my wife and etc.. I was like DUH~ as if only.. hahah in the end.. really break up.. and OH YES!! I wanna clarify something ok? To all those people that's browsing through my blog because of her.. HEY!! It's not that I'm the one who framed her ok? It's just that I don't think it's good to wash dirty linen in public ya! I'm leaving a road for her to walk.. and she said I framed her! Eh and oh yes... to the current bf.. if you happen to see this.. lol.. i dunno whether there's one BIG secret that she told you before anot la.. but then hor.. going by her character, she'd probably hide it up.. like the many times I found out things by myself. lol.. *P.S : She loves ATM machines.*

ok back to topic.. I dunno leh.. but these few weeks, i've been getting the funny feeling that my future wife would be a foreigner.. not a Singaporean.. haha.. maybe a Taiwanese? Wo ai tai mei~
well Leyna struck me with something she said yesterday.. "it's only up to yourself to decide whether you're too old to get married." How true is that? If I were to marry someone right now.. I guess it'd only still be Q.. :(

sigh.. so bored... faster settle my lawsuit please~~~ i want $$$~~

i wanna lao sai..

2006-10-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

since my mum gave me the funny herbal tea to drink due to the haze that our wonderful neighbours created, i've been going to the toilet 10 mins after i finish every meal.. -_-
my intestines are becoming straight I think.. haha...

well.. block leave = spend more money! been spending like crazy.. on you-know-what.. alcohol! haha.. got pretty crazy on monday night.. hari raya eve! First time that I went to a club and not see a single malay! haha.. was super tipsy by the time I reached Zouk.. oh well.. basically went around and disturb people.. even those I don't know! haha.. and my friends told me I didn't even look drunk.. they just thought I went crazy.. probably it's cause of the office wear i donned on that day.. -_-

and before that at the pub, I MET MY MATCH IN FIVE TEN!! I GOT TRASHED!! this 29 year old woman.. kaoz... she's a psychic or something I bet..

anyway my BMT buddy just opened a pub in Boat Quay.. It's called Bottom's Up! Just opposite Shin Bar! ^_^ but right now their signboard hasn't arrived yet.. so it's still the old tenant's name.. Sentimental~ alot pretty meimei waitress.. that's what he said la.. when I was there I didn't see any cause I was there too early.. haha.. if you all are looking for a drinking hole in that vicinity, pop by there ya! the boss name is daniel~ say i intro de!! maybe got discount. haha

k la.. ZOUK TONIGHT! ^________^v

get high, get drunk and get wasted!

LMAO

2006-10-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

hahaha so all this while she's angry over this.........
anyway what matters is what's gonna happen in the future ok? now the past or anything.. hahaha..

sad to say.. i dropped my phone just 2 days after i bought it! arggh!!! and that was when I was peeing lor!!! i was literally grabbing my cock and watching my phone drop on the floor.. (insert slow-motion replay here)

:(

work's great!!! must morale up ah!!!! endure!!! lun!!!! PIT AH!!!!!! today got chalet~ hope they don't have those motivational talk.. -_- i wanna go blade..

the sun's out! tata!!

SO HAPPY!!!!!!!

2006-10-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

I finally bought a new phone! One of the latest on the market as well!!!!!! Introducing......... THE SONY ERICCSON W850i !!! :D

Now I can upload pics daily! hahahaha.. anyway saw this function that says photoblog thingy.. wonder what is it..... but well...... until i charge my battery for 8 hours.. im not gonna try anything!

wait for the good stuff dudes!

hahahaha i wanna laugh like crazy

2006-10-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

wah biang eh.. i can't help but to blog this out even when i'm too lazy to do so..one word to describe... UGLY.

hahahahhaah if you guys wanna know who am I saying that is ugly, come ask me ok!! LOL!!! I see his face i really wanna laugh my ass off... imagine everything is thrown out into the open.. that would be funny.. but i've decided to be an angel with a tail, well hidden one that is. :P

alright.. just got back from tekong last friday.. well it was a great exercise i must say.. on a count,

jujitsu-ed + cable tied 1 person
killed 2 x cobras
caught countless centipedes
caught 1 cricket
2 big spiders
2 toads.
one stupid lizard which i dunno what it is that dropped its tail.

and all of these.. ALL IN A BOX!! the ultimate gladiator arena! hahahahhahaha... will post the picture up once i get it from my friend....

bought myself two shirts and pants..... everyone was laughing at me wearing formal.. -_-"
that's soooooooooo-not-daniar. But hey! it looked nice eh! :)

got pretty drunk of friday..first time in my entire life that i got too drunk until i fell asleep outside my main gate. hahaha..luckily bianbian kept barking and my mum pulled me into the house.. hahaha..... said the wrong things to someone.. shit man..... argh anyway i guess it's over.. so fuck it... i'll make it up.. hopefully. lol.. right now.. concentrating on other stuffs more important... I WANT MONEY!!!!!!! ^_______________^

later then. :D

freak

2006-10-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes life can be just so funny.. knowing alot of things but keeping quiet.. but in the end.. it all snowballs and oomph! it hits you so hard you can't stop the mixed emotions going all over you.

friend's betrayal.. TWICE.
girl? lol better not mention that.
fights? got into one.. but nothing much in the end... duh. the things people do when they're drunk.

i promise myself this.. never to let a bad girl stay by my side again.. i don't want that emotional baggage if it's not worthwhile..

anyway tekong tekong.. sucks....... -_-

BIRTHDAY

2006-09-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday was alright.

ehhhhhhhhhhhh the most important thing

27th September 2006!!!!!!
Phuture! WEDNESDAY! LADIES NIGHT.

COME TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

nuff said.

money woes.

2006-08-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

fuck it man.. i didn't realise what was beside my computer table.. lotsa bills!!! the stupid handphone bill alone costs $1197.30!! YES!!! $1k PLUS!! wtf man. curse the mother fucker who stole my phone to use!! FUCKING HELL! I really curse your whole family to death man! actually i was in a fucking chirpy mood, about to go and meet geraldine.. but then fuck la. now super no mood already..everything's about money money money.. go anywhere also money...

stay at home also rot.. fuck man.. my computer so super cmi. if not at least i can play game at home or something.... argh fuck la.. totally screwed up finances..... but then.. i blame everyone except myself.. it's hard to control.. im too indulged in the nightlife.. argh.... why is it that i could stay at home and slack all day in the past but not now? i want that life back..

how how how.. someone offer me a solution for the handphone bill.. my mind is too clouded.. sigh..

KARMA!

2006-07-26T09:44:00.000+08:00

haiz.. the first thing i booked out yesterday was to have a huge quarrel with G.. -_- fucked up eh.. haiz.. why does all this shit always happen to me.. it seemed as though the memory that happened 2 years ago came back to haunt me again.. a second chance for you? but it'll never be the same again..that, i'm very sure..

went out to play dota.. shit man.. if dun have that cb henry hoo in their team.. my techie is wudi ok! hahaha.. oh well.. sian la.. although i haven't blog for long.. i dunno what to write..

oh ya.. cb lao jiaos in my coy.. keep this in mind ok! FUCK YOU ALL. :)

tonight.. go where club leh? i also dunno ah.. haiz.. zouk or momo!!! HELP ME THINK!!!!!!!!!

standby loh!

2006-07-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

I'm going on standby duty from tomorrow onwards.. sian.. stuck in camp for a week.. eat crappy food... this week's standby will be a tiring one.. SOC... 14km run.. luckily no route marches.. i hate route march.. boring la.. damn meaningless.. but well.. bo bian.. who asked me to sign on that piece of paper..

ok la these few days keep going clubbing.. i've been clubbing/pubbing/drinking since last wednesday.. non stop! I can start to detox myself in camp liao.. lol.. anyway quite happy la.. I finally got my new spectacles and contact lenses.. this month although I'm officially broke again, i've gotten all the things i want/need.. lol.. maybe except my Xbox 360. Anyway good anot ah Xbox 360? tag me to tell me leh..

momo was fun.. Henson earned his fourth 'cap' already.. lol.. but last night i drank for free.. 3 person machiam drinking 2 bottles.. hahaha.. that guy friend of Laura damn nice guy.. not because he treat me drink la.. but he's generous and friendly.. oh well.. =
k la.. too tired to type.. saw guoxiang you stupid cb tag then i tag for fun.. nothing much to write also.. my life is the same everyday.. just drink and drink only.. and yeah.. DOTA! ^_^ hahahhaa

crazy drinking nights!

2006-07-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

Was drinking pretty much the past two days.. celebrated Juan's and Gex's belated birthday.. was at Zouk on Friday.. the long island tea was poison I swear.. there were like ten jugs for dunno just the how many of us.. hahaha.. i was already high by 12+.. I remembered babbling crap to this girlfriend of Juan.. we were talking about how she looked like Jeanette Aw when Gex kept refusing to agree with us.. I guess it's probably because of the alcohol that she looks alike Jeanette.. lol..

Went to momo after that.. well I must say I pretty much puked everything out.. all along the street, it was my puke.. hahaha how loser-like... I LOST THE LONG ISLAND TEA CHALLENGE!!! FUCK! well.. saw my other pals like chong, andy and melissa inside.. melissa was sweet, offered to send me home.. MY HOME, not her home ok.. and we did nothing.. went to McDonald's to chat till like six plus? My eyes were practically semi-shut.. hahaha..i only remembered waking up when we were talking about my dog.. hahaha..

The following day.. went to Momo again.. but this time I didn't get drunk.. only got so high.. haha.. and yay! finally i got momo's membership already.. won't have to worry about how to get in the next time already.. lol.. but well.. saw Xue'er inside.. she was pretty much drunk by the time she walked one round around momo.. her friends were all around! lol..and i dunno why i stupid stupid go buy so many tequila shots.. when they tasted like plain water.. haha.. the tequila came to flirt with Gex and me.. -_- knn they think im some chai tao I think.. but then.. fuck it la.. happy can already..

realising about it now, i spent alot yesterday.. nnb... must cut down expenses already..
ok la.. gotta go Anthony's wedding dinner now.. haiz~ money fly away again~

yeah the brunei trip

2006-07-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

Ok cut the crap.. here are a few of the pics I have in hand from the Brunei trip..

3 lazy guys. haha..

the fans watching the friendly soccer match between the Bruneians and us.

the view in camp.

pic 2

pic 3.

oops. :X

on the assault boat to the first objective.

Long road ahead for my mates and me..

Bathing in Apoi River! hahaha..

Gay pic of the day.. scrubbing each other's back.

Black hawk down. Black hawk down!

The sky view.

One of the sights.

Endless horizon..

Flying beside a Bell chopper.

me, my buddy Eric, Chris and the gay ah heng aka batam king!
we look like caterers in this polo tee.. -_-

At Gedai with our friendly Bruneian counterparts, smoking Shisha!

I'm back in Singapore!!

2006-06-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.. I'm back in Singapore finally.. Once again Ace Company has proven ourselves to be the best!! So proud of myself to have completed the ardous outfield exercise.. Maju Bersama, this memory will always be etched in my mind. The Bruneian friends that I made were especially friendly and they definitely brought to my sight a different perpective of Brunei.

Comparing the living standards between our two countries is inevitable.. the basic commodities there are around the same price as Singapore.. but the expensive stuffs are damn cheap compared to Singapore!

Anyway.. very tired la.. couldn't sleep on the flight... will update another days.. pics coming up 2 weeks later when I get my CD-ROM! ^_^

I hate the way you talk.

2006-06-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

Seriously speaking, I ain't that happy now actually. Couldn't sleep without calls in between that wake me up. The mouth is getting better.. but the mouth still hurts.. now at least it doesn't hurt that much when I close my mouth together.. hahaha..

I hate the way you whine and whine, when I've heard stories of you, when I'm not even sure whether you really like me. I don't know whether to give you a second chance to prove yourself. I hate to believe to stories but then it's your own actions and words which prove substantial enough to strengthen the rumours.

I hate the money part, I hate it when you never even ask and you just come out. I hate it when you take it for granted that I have money for you to go back home on me. I will always remember that day when I'm broke and you had the cash. There you were, eating happily BY YOURSELF while chatting happily to someone, when I was sick and starving there. That's a super fucked up feeling. I feel like taking revenge. How should I? Haha.. I really don't know whether I should be so evil anot..

Alright back to the positive part. I THINK BEER REALLY WORKS FOR ME! haha.. I'm healing so much better now compared to few days ago.. after the beers that I had these two days...haha... so I SHOULD HAVE MORE TONIGHT!!! However....where should we go man! Gotta wait for the call.. till then, enjoy everyone!

I can't talk. So I type.

2006-06-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

I can't talk for now, literally. The gums got even worse this morning when I woke up. The pain is crazy. I can't even close my mouth. Fuck la wanna chew food also difficult..

Anyway, went down to CDC this morning for my blood test.. thought it was some place for people with deadly viruses that will spread. For the morning I considered myself a freak. Had two hours of free time before the test results were ready. Walked all the way to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to grab some food. I can't even finish the fish porridge.. omg.. cos I can't chew on the fish.. fucked up la.. I hate this feeling.. cb if I know which ever cb which pass me this tonsilitis virus.. i sure fuck him/her upside down.. although I have a rough idea most likely is who la... haiz..

anyway the results came back.. dengue no more liao.. now only left the tonsilitis.. went back home.. mum's kinda sick as well.. guess she must be tired from taking care of me these few days..

well.. tomorrow I gotta go back to camp to pack my stuff.. troublesome!!! brunei trip still on.. fuck la.. im wondering after im sick for so long.. suddenly go back.. then immediatly outfield for such an exercise.. i sure die 1 la.. haiz.. I dun wanna live an army life~ for this month la. haha..

My mind is cracking up.

2006-06-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

The fever's so bad it's cracking my fucking brain up. Another thing adding to the agony is the boredom I'm suffering at home. Fuck that.

I just realised how boring TV is during noon. It's as if there's only advertisements playing over and over again on TV! BORING. Mediacorp please do something.. thank you.. -_-

I got this toy lying in front of my table.. Stikfas.. it's quite popular overseas from what I read.. what I'm thinking is where to get the accessories for this toy to customize it.. would be quite fun I guess..

Anyway changed the skin of my blog.. pretty much like it.. yeah.. quite cool eh? :D

Going for my blood test again tomorrow.. hope I'll be fine and not get admitted.. Mum's birthday's on Thursday.. I wanna eat good food!

i am sick

2006-06-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

i wanna get well real soon.. fever.. 39.5 degrees Celsius.. rashes all over my body.. argh.. save me.

I'm having a craving for chicken rice.. lol..

60 cents worth of love.

2006-06-06T01:15:00.000+08:00

Show it to me! ^_^

tomorrow will be Geraldine's performance. Please vote after nine pm yeah? I bet she'll suprise you. ;)

Qing da, 1900-112-1901.

Mei tong dian hua liu mao qian. haha

or sms.. 1 to 43657! ^_^

love u all lots. ;)
let her go through, so I'll have a better life. Please save me. :D

woohoooo?

2006-06-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

Yeah now I'm officially armour trained! I rule the air, land and sea!

These past two days been eating non-stop.. haha which is a wonderful thing.. I really need to put on weight man! I look like a fucking stick when I'm doing section movement! Not garang looking at all! ZzZzZz..

Well it's Jeremy's birthday today.. Happy birthday to you dude!

Alright gotta leave my place now.. to junction 8 to support Geraldine! WOOHOO~~~ Pretty girl for Singapore Idol! Fugly people get out!

eh eh eh singapore idiots!

2006-06-02T02:49:00.000+08:00

I dunno who to spend my 60 cents on. I only know one thing la.. if you all don't vote for Geraldine Chua, you all whole family die. :)

Contestant number 1 ok? Bian hao 1! ^_^
SATU! ICHI!

xie xie ni.

Always Ready.

2006-05-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

Saw the news on Thursday. It reported rebels have gone on a revolt against the government of Timor Leste. The instant thought of it was, will I get activated?

Back to work on Friday morning. There was lots of activity buzzing around my unit. What the hell was happening? I didn't know what happened until the point where I went for breakfast, then my friend Yong Soon told me, "you don't know First Coy kena activated liao meh?"

Immediatly I thought, HO SEH LIAO LA! Can go Timor liao la! However sad truth be told. OC told us we won't be going. Need to concentrate on our other missions. Haiz.. sad.

During evening time he updated us again. If we're going, we're definitely going as a second rotation force in there. At my own look of things now, I guess 99% we will go there.. Singapore is a small country with a big heart. Definitely send troops there in my point of view.

I just realised these past two days. That my player tricks are still in me. Lol... I don't use them on people but I do take them as reference. Glad I still have them in me actually..

Listening to Lisa (something something la!) - Saving all my love for you.

Damn jazzy.. I like.

hahaha Singapore Idiots

2006-05-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

Lol watching Singapore Idol 2 on TV now. All the idiots. Hahaha.. they either have the balls, or they're dumb.

Finally back to work tomorrow! Tata! Back to camp now!

Suddenly it feels so serene in here.

2006-05-21T14:05:00.000+08:00

Listening to Coldplay - The Scientist.

The howling part by Chris Martin. Splendid.

Was sick for most of yesterday. Geraldine came over to take care of me. So sweet of her. All the way from Ghim Moh. She was in the "I-am-so-sweet" mood yesterday. In her cute little white dress and pointy little shoes. She exudes such a sweet demeanour. She was sick at the same time actually. Met her to go to the clinic near my place as her side's clinic was closed for the day. When we reached the clinic, we were figuring whether it was her or me that needs a doctor! She looked so healthy for goodness sake.

Went back to my place for dinner, chilled out for awhile.. went down to town.. then to momo.. bla bla bla.. Momo sucked. I saw Eunice. She looked high again. Ah fuck. Left earlier than usual to go town to meet Geraldine again.. both of us went to River Valley for supper.. The thing about Geraldine is that, she's such a walking jukebox! Sometimes it's scary.. and abit embarrassing.. but not to the extent la.. because she sings beautifully I must say.

Went back home to sleep. Last night, I had one of the best sleep in a very long time. I wish I can sleep like a baby every night.

When can I stop drinking..

2006-05-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

NNB.. last night also drink again.. Wednesday also drink... but wednesday was super duper fun..
hot chick hot chick.. shirts are really lucky things for me.. hahhaa i should wear shirt to club forever! ^_^

tonight zouk~!~! woohooOOo with my supafly Royce the gay boy. we shall pawn all in our way. roar.

Quality family time..

2006-05-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

When I was young, my parents used to bring me to the zoo and everything for our weekly family outings. However when all my siblings and me grew up, we spent less time at home. Everyone had their own personal matters to settle to. Work, friends, leisure. We tend to forget that Mum's been always there for us, bring us up to where we are now, mainly by herself.

Mother's Day have usually been just a normal day for us. Just buy a present for Mum and everything's settled. This year the three of us made an effort to accompany Mum for dinner. I promised myself to do that because who know what shit might happen to me next. Well, we went to Crystal Jade at Bishan for our dinner. The wait was a frustrating one. We were there earlier, waited for around fifteen minutes. A hungry man is an angry man!

The food did make up for it! At the end of the dinner, I was a happy man again! lol.. I'm such an easy person to please. The soup there was really good. Good shit I must say.. Sichuan sweet and sour soup..

The happening thing was that we went to this KTV pub in Ang Mo Kio next. Hahaha.. been so long since I went to sing KTV with Mum. Mum damn vain lor.. haha.. she keep haolian-ing that other people sing, the other table never clap their hands.. only when she sing then got people clap their hands... haha.. keep trying to prove her point that she's a good singer.

I don't know why la.. my whole family sings so nicely.. I'm the only one who sucks at singing.. I didn't inherit their musical genes I guess. lol.. Drank alot of beer.. at the end of it, I was pretty tipsy.. so I drank for five consecutive nights instead of four. Hahaha... imagine if I drink again tonight.. WOOHOOO~!~!

Alright gotta go out for dinner later.. till then.. tata~~

simple post.

2006-05-14T14:40:00.000+08:00

Take care Guoan. Remember. It's not your fault. May your mum rest in peace.

I DIDN'T GET DRUNK LAST NIGHT. HOORAY!

I need to shit right now. Toilet here I come.

To all mothers, Happy Mother's Day. My mum didn't like what I bought her. -_-

Memories spin around in my mind.

2006-05-12T17:16:00.000+08:00

Listening to Stan by Eminem right now. It is the collaborated version between Elton John and Em. Outside of my window, I can see it is raining right now. Seems like a scene right out of the some soap opera ain't it? Thinking about it, my life is just like a TV show right now, with so many things happening to me. It definitely has an essence of a show, I'm like the main actor in the show, going through so much shit at a time. However, I'm oblivious to all these things, I'm still going through the same routine day by day. Drinking booze, partying like crazy, get back home at around 7am, puke, then drop dead on my bed till late afternoon. Then at night, I'll go and drink some more again.

Many friends have told me, why am I wasting so much money on booze, cigarettes and whatever things.. I have no answer even to myself, you guys think I have an answer to you? I'm definitely someone who can't stand loneliness at all. To put it bluntly, my house is just like a hotel to me. I have a caring family. I know.. but then looking at my parent's failed marriage, my sister's shitty marriage(my point of view la), my brother ain't staying with me therefore I don't really know much, except the fact that he's gonna be an air steward with SIA soon. I don't see anything positive about my surroundings recently..

Me? Just the stupid soldier, leading on life meaninglessly. I see no purpose at all. My friends love to whine to me because I always have an advice or two for them. With me, there's always alternatives around the problem. The ironical part to it is, I don't even have an answer to my own problems. So am I being a hyprocrite? No. I guess. It's dangerous to lead a life without a purpose, that's what I learnt in church in the past before I backslid. I still do remember the many quotes of Pastor Kong. They really did motivate me at times when I'm down, but only to a certain extent.

I thought of this, am I on the road to depression? Not really I guess. Life really went downhill from the point Miss Q left me I think. It opened the doors of total obsession with self indulgence for me. The parties, the glam factor, the feeling of being known around, the feeling of getting picked up, the drunken stupor that I get myself into. It makes me numb to be honest.

Life's such a bitch for me, but this bitch bites hard on me. No worries, I'll break her jaw soon. I always do. :)

What am I looking at?

2006-05-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

Went down to Police Cantonment Complex yesterday. To be specific, I actually went down to CID. My close friends already know of what happened. Went through the recording of a statement, such an ardous procedure. Tiring process I must say. The thing that is making me whine on and on is that, the police did not even gave me a glass of water! I waz there for practically four hours talking continuously and I was so fucking thirsty. Argh.

Oh well. Went down to Plasma after that by myself. It wasn't even in my plans in the beginning. My oh my.. when I reached there, it was like a senior citizen's club! All the ah peks there.. I can't believe it.. and there they were.. singing crap English songs from my grandparent's era.. Got pretty bored eventually and I called Gex down to join me.. coincidentally, he was in town with Bel.. so yeah.. they came down and joined me.. drank beer as usual.. I guess I am gonna have a beer belly soon man.. actually if you look closely now.. I already have one.. fuck.

My temptation came over me in the end. I need my wine man! Even Jesus drinks wine.. so hell yeah! haha.. It's such a sin to be indulging like that on my payday.. lol.. even right now when I'm thinking about how much I've spent in one night, I'm feeling kinda guilty.. lol..

Went over to Zouk in the end with Gex and Bel.. Shawn was with us as well.. on the way to Zouk.. muahahha I took lotsa stupid videos.. lol. kinda lame actually but then forgive me, I was already tipsy.. hahaha..

Zouk was suprisingly full house! What the fuck was happening inside? What event happened sia? Had no choice in the end.. went over to MOS.. drank some more over there! woohoo..Vodka red bull.. bourbon.. vodka lime.. life's such a sin. There was this girl.. hahah she's quite cute I must say.. I was wondering whether she's malay or chinese actually.. her features were so nice.. especially her... well you know what.. hahhaa..

Don't know why la.. whenever Gex is around.. My balls all don't know run where la.. then he'll like to laugh at me.. Fuck man! In the end.. in my 9 years of friendship with Gex, yesterday was the first time I went to know a girl.. but hell.. didn't really wanna talk to her more after that.. or rather.. my balls ran away again.. hahaha..

Gex and Bel left early.. so it was Shawn and me in the end.. I got so freaking hungry man.. had to go and grab a burger.. whoa whoa whoa! Guess what? Some thai chick came to pick Shawn up! They're not bapoks mind you! AND GOD THEY ARE HOT. Ujin oh Ujin~ she's going back on the 28th. FUCK. But no worries.. I'm on leave till the 23rd! WOOHOOO how's that suckas? WORK SUCKS EH? SCHOOL SUCKS EH? :P

Ahhhh but I was so freaking tired.. I slept in MOS.. what the fuck.. lol.. I couldn't take it anymore.. went back home and sleep.. so yeah.. here I am now! ^_^

Another night of drinking tonight! Yesterday, today, Friday and Saturday.. CRAZY WEEK!! I'm so gonna die of alcohol intoxication soon man. -_- *touch wood*

come on let's go!

2006-05-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

I met the Devil on Saturday.

Screw the Devil, Praise the Lord.

Oh well, things will turn out fine. I hope.